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I forgot how much fun this site is, quite happy that I've put on 4 levels in 3 days looking to go back to premium on Friday (payday).



just going to take this moment to say if you are not on my friends list and you message or bite be do not necessarily expect me to reply I am not big on chit chat with strangers.





Also Honor, not something to be given away cheaply was the impression I got, and yet I got 1 from a complete stranger for being "good looking". not a complaint, indeed thanx for the complement, I just saying I thought the system was for more than that. please feel free to comment as I would like your thoughts.

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Nightgame
17:20 Jan 24 2012

Glad you're having fun around here again. Honor seems to have different meanings to folks here which mirrors real life as usual. As for me it's something to use when someone does or says something interesting whether it be an interesting reading profile, journal entry or forum post. No specific reason just caught my interest. I will say I'm not much into negative feelings so haven't bothered to take honor from anyone, if they're someone I dislike or feel are not honorable I just don't give them mine. Again much like real life isn't it?

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Ok time for a new chapter.



This one should start with two apologies; the first a general apology to the Rave those on my friends list and anyone who has sent me messages in the last 18 months.



Sorry I have been incommunicado, more on reasons later, to anyone who messaged me between Feb 2010 and today please resend, as my first idiot act on returning was to accidentally erase all the waiting messages.



Now for the second and more difficult apology: Firedrake I am so sorry I disappeared at a difficult time in your life when you needed support and encouragement from your new friend and not abandonment. Maybe be if I had not been so insular and had taken time to help others I may have found my own path quicker, however I will never know. If you don’t forgive me I will completely understand.



I would apologise to the House master of Umbrae Octo but I see that that has changed since I disappeared, and to be frank, it was a comment made by the previous one that tipped the balance when my pointer hovered over the favourites link.



Now reasons; I have always been quite untalkative when I am having a bad time, a trait I inherited from my maternal grandfather. This was the mother of all bad times. In the last 24 months I have written off 3 cars travelling to and fro to a job I hated, My partner had a miscarriage at 23 weeks, generally speaking her arthritis and other conditions have worsened and so as well as working 39 hrs (contracted, more like 50 in reality) a week I have been a carer for 35 more, as the children grow and become more independent they are also more demanding in different ways (homework, lunches, school runs etc.). Not to mention my last grandparent dying (goddess watch over her please.) serious money issues, breaking my foot, not being paid for 2 months etc, etc. Overall this added up to the worst depression I have ever suffered.



So I disappeared back into my shell while I dealt with my issues (for ‘dealt’ read ‘completely failed to deal with’). So what has changed you all ask.



Well I chucked the job in, and have become a full time carer for my partner paid for by the government (which in turn has been supplemented by my taxes for the last 20 years), my Nan left me just enough money to get me out of hock and that seems to have been enough to make me a much happier bunny.



So although a may not be on here constantly I will be around and I am glad to be back.

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Nightgame
17:16 Jan 24 2012

Welcome back and I hope you'll give me and UO another chance to make you feel it's a place to come for friendship.



Life deals some wicked blows and we either roll with it or go down but no body said we have to roll fast. Sorry about your Nan and other losses. Glad you chucked the bad job and now have the time to take care of your loved ones too.

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